Time is running away too fast...or is it perhaps my inability to keep up with its pace? I had so many dreams as a child; wanted all the good things to happen to me, like in fairy tales.Would have been nice though...but it isn't real.People come to this world either born with luck or totally without any.I know determination and strong will power can create ripples in the waters of future, but it's rare of its kind.It isn't easy to retain one's belief's and values with the over bearing impact of harsh realities.I just feel like giving up sometimes... Loose my cool and just let things pass by me while I keep staring at those who don't.I observe,think and then start preparing myself for tomorrow. Sometimes what is unknown may be good...
It's just the pain you go through when you have to leave something close to you behind.There's no looking back then;even if you want to.Its heart breaking to see your dreams shatter in front of you.Why can't life be the same as you perceived as a child yesterday?Why take such a drastic turn without any options?
I'm not being a pessimist but of course I look at things how they "ought to be" for me... for everyone.
